Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Prayers




Dear God,

It's weighing heavy on me. It's all I can think about, night & day. Before I bring it to you in prayer, I suppose I should pray for those who are less fortunate than me--those in this world who have barely enough food for this day, & those who don't have a roof over their heads at night

I also pray for families who have lost loved ones in sudden death, for parents whose children have leukemia for the many people who are dying of brain tumors, for the hundreds of thousands who are laid waste with other terrible cancers, for people whose bodies have been suddenly shattered in car wrecks, for those who are lying in hospital with agonizing burns over their bodies, whose faces have been burned beyond recognition

I pray for people with emphysema, whose eyes fill with terror as they struggle for every breath merely to live, for those who are tormented beyond words by irrational fears, for the elderly who are wracked with the pains of aging, whose only "escape" is death

I pray for people who are watching their loved ones fade before their eyes through the grief of Alzheimer's disease, for the many thousands who are suffering the agony of Aids, for those who are in such despair they are about to commit suicide, for people who are tormented by the demons of alcoholism, & drug addiction

I pray for children who have been abandoned by their parents,for those who are sexually abused, for wives held in quiet despair, beaten & abused by cruel & drunken husbands, for people whose minds have been destroyed by mental disorders, for those who have lost everything in floods, tornadoes, hurricanes, & earthquakes

Most of all, I cry out for the millions who don't know the forgiveness that is in Jesus Christ....for those who in a moment of time will be swept into Hell by the cold hand of death, & find to their utter horror the unspeakable vengeance of eternal fire. They will be eternally damned to everlasting punishment. O God, I pray for them

I can't seem to remember what my problem was
In Jesus name I pray - Amen

why GOD wants me


I'm not perfect. I have all kinds of problems. I have no ability. I have no gifts. I'm just not worthy. Why would God want me?

Well, did you know that
Moses stuttered.
David's armor didn't fit.
John Mark deserted Paul.
Timothy had ulcers.
Hosea's wife was a prostitute.
Amos' only training was in the school of fig-tree pruning.
Jacob was a liar.
David had an affair.
Solomon was too rich.
Jesus was too poor.
Abraham was too old.
David was too young.
Peter was afraid of death.
Lazarus was dead.
John was self-righteous.
Naomi was a widow.
Paul was a persecutor of the church.
Moses was a murderer.
Jonah ran from God's will.
Miriam was a gossip.
Gideon and Thomas both doubted.
Jeremiah was depressed and suicidal.
Elijah was burned out.
John the Baptist was a loudmouth.
Martha was a worry-wart.
Noah got drunk.
Did I mention that Moses had a short fuse?
So did Peter, Paul - well, lots of folks did.

But God doesn't require a job interview for salvation. He's our Heavenly Father. He doesn't look at financial gain or loss. He's not prejudiced or partial, not judging, grudging, sassy, or brassy, not deaf to our cry, not blind to our need. He know who we are and what we are and loves us in spite of ourselves

SATAN SAYS, "YOU'RE NOT WORTHY."
JESUS SAYS, "SO WHAT? I AM."
SATAN LOOKS BACK AND SEES OUR MISTAKES.
GOD LOOKS BACK AND SEES THE CROSS.

He doesn't calculate how you failed in '99. It's not even on the record.

Sure, there are lots of reasons why God shouldn't call us. But if we are in love with Him, if we hunger for Him, He'll use us in spite of who we are, where we've been, what we have done, or the fact that we are not perfect!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas


After waiting for months, Christmas is here =)
A very warm season! It is a festival for us to rejoice, as for Jesus, a Savior for the world has born for us... It is a festival of LOVE... we celebrate the coming of Jesus, we celebrate the reunion of whole family... It is a festival of CARING each other, where presents & love among the human is all over~ CHRIST Jesus is all about, in this Christmas... Have we obedient to Him? Have we keep the teaching of Jesus? Let us have a Christmas spirit, DAILY.... Love, Charity & Divine, in ALL ASPECT of our life~ Merry Christmas =)





I like to celebrate Christmas with family...
with the presents from family & relatives, old family Christmas tree...
I also LOVE <3>, as if, St Philip's, St Francis Xavier's & Christ Church, Melaka...
I enjoy the Christmas dinner with my big family~
Again, Christmas is ROCK & BLAST! Thanks Jesus...




A Bishop is blessing the Gospel during the Christmas Midnight Mass...
as the GOSPEL has changed our life =)


true, let us COME & ADORE HIM~

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Days in Segamat

What can I say about my days in Segamat?

It is more than fun & relax...

Because there are family loves & happiness~

It is a treasure for me,

from this hill town...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

I am proud to be Sino-Iban

Kenny Michael Moses here...
these are my craps~ some voices from my heart =)


I am Sino-Iban,
we treasure the Christian faith that preached by our forefathers to us...
We live a Christian life~
observing the Laws & holy days...
Who said, Natives are so enjoying with the pagan rituals?
playing with superstitious?
At least,
my house & my long house's relatives,
didn't do it, anymore =)
Most of Iban didn't practise such thing, anymore =)
We're clean & free from bondages~

I am a Sino-Chinese...
I read & write Chinese
I am wearing my Chinese New Year's cloth.
I wear that kind of clothes,
every Chinese New Year~
my family celebrate many festivals...

I am a student...
I had been taught by my grandparents to appreciate education...
We, Natives believed in education can changed one's life~
No longer, a jungle man!
TQ for the good Anglican, Catholic & Methodist missionaries that enlightened our Iban ancestors.

I believe in shooping can make one feel happy =)
I live in the city~
I know what to wear!
I love Padini Authentic & I am a regular customer of The Body Shop.
Who said, we, Native,
are idiots & born to pick low class items?

Aha!
This was how my ancestor looked like...
emmm, a very old old old 'akek' - grandpa
a normal 'fashion' for the Ibans of before 1950~
perhaps some places,
they are some Tuai Kampungs or old men still practised such customes,
but,
majority of us,
are wearing clothes~
modern, casual, formal or whatever,
according to the situation...


Many people asked me,
"What is your race?"
"Are you Chinese? or...?"
"Boy, why you can speak Cantonese?"
"Hey, I know you are Christian! You're Christian-race, right?"
&
"Apu, dek ulih jako Iban? Dek Chinese piak?"

These are the words & questions that happened to came across me...
I had answered the questions,
from my kindergarten time,
until,
now & perhaps future =)

So,
I would like to take the chance given,
in this blog of mine...
To proclaim to the nation... haha~
I am a Sino-Iban.

I was born in a Chinese Iban mix-parentage background.
I speak Cantonese as my mother tongue,
English as my common daily langugae with the community around me,
&
Iban, a dialect of my heritage,
which I spoke with my grandparents,
relatives,
or to whoever know the dialect.
We enjoy pray & sing Hymn in Iban language~

I am a Christian,
my forefathers had been a Christian (Anglican) for long years before our nation gained independent.
We had a firm faith in Jesus Christ.
We believed in education can improve ones' life...
We abandoned gender discrimination...
&
We are happy with all the culturals heritage that past down by our forefathers...

Again,
I am Sino-Iban~


busy day

Can anyone of you, resist these cakes?! New York cheese cake & Cappucino Cheese cake!

I am busy in dealing with new item,
as well as searched for the price of the thing I want to purchase.



Everyone is busy with the Christmas preparation,
I'm one of them ^ ^~
Well, I had spent my good & awesome Tuesday with a girl...
She is Veronin! hahak...

I was so excited for the programme of the day~
We started by had a light lunch,
then, shopping, 'looking' & chatting ^^
a so-free-and-easy day!
a pure Christmas shopping...

By the way,
a cup of hot black coffee & a slice of New York cheese cake,
really make my day!
happiness,
is quite easy to archive...

Ended up,
I did buy some gifts for my beloved ones~
again, I am happy with it!
As I can bought Christmas gifts for them.

I love Christmas,
a feast that filled by family's love...
a feast that filled by Lord Jesus's peace...
&
a feast for us to back to Holy Bible's teaching~

Let us prepare our heart for Christmas,
have you prepared a gift for your beloved one?

if no,
at least,
you can help your parents to decorate the Christmas tree?
It will be fun & good ^^
trust me~

Saturday, December 11, 2010

sweet memories in SMK DPHA Gapor

5 Alpha last small class photo with Mr Chin CL.
Notice what Andrew was posing~ Haha~
Everyone is still young & innocent (looked innocent ^^)

Too crazy for such taking-photo-session...
Difference people with difference pose >.<"~

Took this photo with geniuses & future corporate woman...
Sue, was holding the 'Success' reference book,
our SPM times' all-time-favourite~ haha...
Thanks GOD,
all of us, indeed, had successed...

Taken in the year of 2009... Prefect dinner (If not mistaken~)

I was once from Lower 6 Beta (Biology stream)... together with the pretties & Eho, the guy from L 6 Apha, he is then a physic student. We're Happy~ Took it before he left for UTP.


Time fly~
That is what I can say...
I happened to fashback some nice memories with friends...
friends that I refer here,
friends = besties ^^
Friends forever...

We played & fooled each ohter,
despite of exams and many school activities~
I enjoy that period of times.
Especially the crazy class times that we had together ^^

I re-called of Mr Chin, our 1119 English teacher,
hmm~ Ms Jacinta, for Biology~
of course, I won't forget Madam Lee for Chemistry!
Haha..
I remembered Madam Angie Leong for Physics,
&
EST class with Madam Flowrese William....

Gosh! so many fond memories...
Those time, we are still young~
NOW,
we're young adult~ haha...

Let us be strong in flying towards our dreams, pals.
Sometimes when I turn back,
I found that I am so blessed with many good things.
My memories with these good human,
are my biggest asset.

I am happy ^^

Friday, December 10, 2010

sleepless night

# SLEEPLESS NIGHT

In such a good night, I get insomnia. Perhaps, I had took tea just now, well, nothing to do...
Suddenly, my head pop-out many old memories~
I re-calling back the sweet memories that I shared with my primary school's classmates!
There were alots of funny stories, which I will post in the future =)

Then, I think about my secondary school's cool memories...
Life in secondary school was really awesome ^^
Many 'first-time' happened over there! Errmm~
Such as, my 1st camping, 1st puppy love, 1st time of knowing Jesus & etc..

From a teen, I am progreesing into young adult...
After received my SPM results,
I had been given many many choices, in front of me...
I wanted to be a Lawyer, since I was a kid,
'Lawyer can help many oppressors & 'heal' the society...' that was my thought, during my school time ^^
However, after prayed & due to certain problems,
finally,
I took the offer from Malaysia's Ministry of Education, to be a teacher trainee.
It wasn't my will nor my interest, at ALL...
BUT, I firmly believe that this path is suitable for me~

I re-signed my form 6 studies,
and,
flew to JB for the teacher's training course...
I wasn't happy with it...
I even hate it, however, after a deep analysed & observation...

I LIKE THE FUTURE CARRIER THAT I AM GOING TO INVOLVE ^^
... to be a teacher ...

I can teach, lead & change of new generation!
I can even serve Lord through be a good teacher in the future =)
Oooo, at least, there's some part I can feel happy with~

Moreover, it will be a life time opportunity for me to be a teacher's trainee,
why not give myslef a try~ A good try...
So far, I am happy with the presence of sweet friends over there~
I am grateful for the shopping malls, McD & all good food hawkers in JB as well...
It did coloured up my life~

From young time, I browsed to my school memories & flew to my current situation...
It happens in an insomnia night ^^
Sometimes for me to recall back the past,
It isn't bad...
At least, there is a chance for me to look at the back & be grateful with all the archivements that I had...
and,
All the blessings that I had...
Overall, I love my life~

thanks to everyone who had made my life, so so colourful & full of calories! of course, I want to thanks Him, who made everything possible~ muaks!

Life is precious

Life is precious...
That is what I can say...
Just read a story regarding a youngster,
commit suicide, because of love!

Do you think it is worth to end a life,
because of love?

Nay!
The road is so long for us to trod...
Many good thing for us to do,
besides LOVE,
we still have family & friends...
there are like pearls for us ^^
Always be there for us,
support us,
concern us...

Therefore,
there is NO, yea, not even one reason,
which can lead us to die!
except if it is time for us to return to God...

I am wondering,
people with many disease & trials in their life,
they still can survive,
hope for survival,
NEVER have a desire to die...
BUT why there are some people when they encoutered with a small problem,
such problems managed to cause their life?

I am wondering!

So, let us face every problem with a positive mindset,
be brave in trials,
&
lastly, APPRECIATE OUR LIFE~



-- KenNy Michael Moses --

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Archieving dreams?

When I was young,
I used to have many dreams...

My mother used to tell me that I love to eat fried eggs,
When I was 4, 5 years old.
By that time, I was short and thin...

BUT,

I'd a dream,
I hoped that I can fry eggs for my own consumption~

My first dream,
Well,
I archieved it, in the end.

I am happy for it =)

I am very rejoice when my mum re-telling me the story, when we have eggs for meals. It is a kind of memory & a learning process for me.

As we growing older, we have many dreams to archive...
I believe that most of us work hard to make it a reality...
However, have you ever asking yourself,

"Do I enjoy the process of realising my dreams?"
"What the hect that I am doing?"
"Have I neglected my family, friends or sacrifice my own personal time, just in order to archieve the aims?"
"Does it worth for me to do so?"

Difference people might have difference answers,
but ...
ONLY you,
Yourself....
Know the real answer that you want to find ^^

Trust me,
the results aren't always to be what we expect...
It can be higher than our own expectation,
in contrary,
we might fail to get such wonderful fruits >.<''

What we are going to do is ACCEPT THE FINAL FRUIT that we receive,
no matter we are sad or joyful...
based on our hardworking + luck + blessing, if you are religious, you will feel that the things are happened in the wills of God...
I am a bit religious, I can't deny that I prayed alots for strength or for divine assistant.

In the meantime,
We need to enjoy the process of DOING THE THINGS we want to ARCHIEVE..
There are many hidden messages, values & wonders in the process...
at least,
we can test our own determination & passion in certain things?!
I used to take time to test my own ability in confronting with problems
as well as...
make my dreams come true!

I learn from wrongs... I feel good for it!



Let us aim higher...
Make our dreams come true...
BUT...
NEVER make ourself too RADICAL in doing certain things...
Appreciate every lessons that we learnt,
Improve ourslef, from time to time...
To be volatile ^^
&
NEVER BOOST if your dreams are here...
NEVER UPSET if you haven't shoot the goal...




-- KenNy Michael MoseS--

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

hope


Things which you do not hope happen more frequently than things which you do hope.


~Titus Maccius Plautus

why am I here?

WHY AM I HERE?!
WHY AM I HERE?!
WHY AM I HERE?!
WHY AM I HERE?!




The answer is,

God made us to know Him,

to love Him

and

to serve Him in this world

and

to be happy with Him in the world to come.

L.O.V.E is a responsiblity


L.O.V.E...
what is that word mean?!
or,
will that be a kind of feeling?!

It all depends on individual..
Some of them,

treat it as pearl... precious....
just a word... nothing else except a word or a term...

a gift from heaven?! meaning, I no longer to be single, anymore =)

Love?! I never thought of it...

Who bothers!? I just want to love, as I had been loved!

LOVE = SEX!!! for God's sakes...

Love is from God~ divine....

Well, in my perspective....
Love is a commitment that an individual makes to an individual that he/she loves..
LOVE is a feeling or 'job' higher than LIKE...
LOVE that I mentioned isn't the love that given by parents...
but,
of boyfriend/girlfriend... >.<>

LOVE should be a responsible...
that both party need to hold ^^
We used to hear that,
LOVE requires us to work for it...
Like,
when we are building a house,
we need to maintain it,
or,
care it & etc...
Same as for LOVE >.<


Don't take LOVE for granted,
to ALL who read the post =)

LOVE is DIVINE & ETERNITY >.<"~ appreciate it! MUST love the 'LOVE'~

sharing moment with family members


Just now, while having tea break...
I don;t know what is happening,
I started to give 'talks'...
A spritual talk with my family members,
acted like a Master!
LOL >.<"
OoOoOooOooOoo...
I shared with them,
what I had learnt in Johor Bahru!
Actually, it was quite fun to let our parents know that,
we are growing up in a healthy & fine condition...
which including,
the physical & spiritual aspects ^^...


Armed with the powers & knowledges that we received,
from the Church or any religious organisations that you & me joined,
I know that,
we will have the LIGHT to walk in the darkness of this world >.<"

Ok, just like the picture above ...
With such wisdoms and Faith that we have,
we can walk in the darkness,
despite of its terrible surrounding!
or,
we can even SHINE in darkness, like the Moon...
or,
if you want, you can be the Stars...



Good luck in your spiritual paths....





And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them. (Romans 8:28)

what kind of human are you, if you reject good foods?

What kind of human are you,
If you reject good foods?!

Will you sacrifice these foods
just for...

NICE CLOTHES
BODY SHAPE
ILLNESS
or...
other non-told reasons...


Chicken Chop with extra cheese!

Nyonya mixed veggies

Ding Bien Hu, a famous Foochow delicacies...

Wheatgrass Milk~

these good foods,
only can be found in Kuching...
I will taste it,
everytime I back to Kuching >.<"~


Sometimes, good foods,
if we take it in a right proportion...
it can be a remedy for many inner problems >.<
trust me!
just ignore all the diet matters!
exercises, after we consumed the foods....


besties in JB


She is Loretta Kong!
the only girl in our Sakai team,
which consist of 3 boys..
Yes,
You are right~ 3 boys, 1 girl^^
hehe~

(She was so 'action' with the melting ice cream that she was holding =.=)

(from my right:: Alex & Alas... I really want to tell the world that we did watch movies, regularly!)

I ever read some articles...
the authors love to write such words,
as if,
Chef in the City,
Mom in the Office,
or...
GOD in Africa~
Well,
as for me...
I have BESTIES IN JB ^^

Three of these humans,
used to be my kaki makan,
kaki wayangs,
kaki gossips...
&
Church mates >.<>

Like what Alex said,
we are friends in CRIME ... oppps...
I was so impressed by this lil' kid...
He used to be quite 'small gas'
&
we share many similarities =3
Alex, I treat you like my own sibling you know!?
I enjoy 'Kek' you, don't know why....

like what I said,
WE ARE CELESTIAL FRIENDS...
or,
like what Alas said,
.....
which I can't remember!
LOL..
A STYLISH MAN!
BUT it was warming my heart,
everytime you knocked my door
and waited for me to go out =3

as for, LoLo,
she will only SMILED =)
It means alot for me~
SHE IS MY KAKI SHOPPING...
LoLo, your laughters & cute actions did make our day =)
Good Job! HAHA!

I know that we're friends...
not a normal friends,
it is a kind of friends,
which are high in qualities & full of brotherhood's love~
for sure =)
miss you guys!

Monday, December 6, 2010

Friends, I miss you

It is a brand new morning =)
Yea, a Tuesday morning..
I can smell the freshness of the air
and
annoying alarm's sounds from my neighbours =.="~

In this moment..
which are filled with....

serenity
peace
cool
sleepy mood

Makes me think of my besties~
Oh! I miss my old Kuching's friends...


I miss you guys..
when...
I woke up early in the morning~
It made me think of my secondary school's life =.="
I woke up at 520am every school days~

I miss you guys deeply,
especially...
when it is near to festive season!

Christmas
CNY
Gawai

or

even Holidays~


So, after you guys end up with STPM
or
come back to Kuching from other places...
WE! WE! WE!
must have fun!
PLAY KAO KAO~ like what the local said....


the Ah Lians & Ah Bengs::

Doris Yii, Bobo, Bernadine J
Veron, Yian Ming (Eheksss... Anthony Isaiah! )
Perry Yeo, Eho, Suli,
Andrew Chai
, Shyh Ning, Suki
Wendy L
, Wendy P, Chin Chin~
Ah Huan, Nguang Hui

&
all my friends who I can't name you now! Due to the SLEEPING mood that I have.

Anyway, I am waiting for you guys >.<"~

things to make us happier

There are sometimes in our life,
when we feel so angry or unhappy....

I am wondering,
have you, my dear readers...
get the solutions to 'rejoice' your heart?!

I want happiness ... (who don't want it?!)
Well, the happiness that I mentioned,
are consists of ...

1st, Inner Peace
2nd, Pure Rejoicing Heart
3rd, Soothing of Mind
(Sounds almost the same like Ist one, but in real world, it is totally difference!)

Erm, am I sounds like a Spiritual Guru or master!?

there are 3 steps that I am using to cheer up my distress soul! LOL
I want to recommned it to all of you! Although it is a bit out-of-shape!

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My crap words ::


Based on the above picture, what can you figure out?!
Perhaps, you are right! Ice Cream~

My sweet 1st method to obtain happiness, a simple one, is to eat...
YOGURT ICE CREAM WITH RICH CHOCO TOPPING >.<
It tastes Heavenly Good!
No time for you to sad when you are licking it, TRUST ME!

(p/s:: It is not an ordinary ice cream, it is an ice cream that trusted by me! LOL! It really contain 'taste of paradise' haha)




You aren't wrong! It is my book shelf (I used to name it in that way) that filled by many books~
These aren't simple books, all of it are the Words from Heaven & prayer book...
It is my 2nd method to gain HAPPINESS!
When I am down, I will turn to God...
Spooky, I will get the answers that I needed >.< try it, human~



3rd method! I suggest all the people with many many problems to love themself via LISTENING TO GOOD MUSICS OR SONGS...
hurry up, grab your MP3... pluck it to your ears... bomb your ears with good rocks, rnb and etc!
It is a good way to release yourself from the stress, even for a minute will make you feel awesome >.<
I will sing along with the singers...
It made me have a strong desire to join the One In A Million or ehem... American Idol!
LOL... never think in that way, human, except if you have the potential.


Well, it is a LOVE from me!
Adios~

a warm smile to start everything


Me, with my 'strange' smiling face =)

It had been a long long time, I never update my blog, I really mean it~ Sorry for waiting, dear friends and blog kakis who had waited for so long, for this blog.... As I had promised, I will update my blog, finally I did it =) I left the past memories and moving forward a new future, with a new blog~ My aim :: to voice up what I wanna say! I want to record down all the 2011 events~

My 20 won't be an empty twenty! LOL >.<
this is my prayer!

amen... amen... and amen....